I haven't added to the blog as life is moving at a fast and confusing pace.  It is almost insane how a person's life can change in a day, an hour, a minute or an instant.  A cross roads is now squarely in front of me and requires some difficult decisions to be reached.  The biggest decision will impact me the most and yet affect others that I love dearly.  In the end it will be a guess that will determine where my soul will be comforted and peace can be found, which in turn will likely lead to unrest and unhappiness for others not deserving of such a repercussion.

I find it difficult to clear my mind and just listen to my heart.  Yet the heart is what has brought me to this cross road.  Somehow I need to reach down deep, deep into my core, allow my heart to speak and my mind to think rationally and clearly.  Wish me well.